It's possible that there's been a child more photographed than my daughter Auri, but I'd have to see it to believe it. She was a little over a year old when I first decided to become a photographer and by the time she was two she'd become a full-time muse for my work; sitting patiently for endless photo sessions while allowing me to play with her hair, her clothes and the lighting that fell around her.
Even at a very young age Auri had a presence about her that was self-assured and serene and it made taking pictures of her a wonderful experience. As she grew older and watched my clients during photo sessions, she became even more skilled at disassociating herself from the camera and going off into her own quiet little world where we would sometimes work together for several hours. I could always tell when she was tired of the process though and we didn't pushed beyond her threshold. There was no need to really - we were taking pictures for fun.
The Unbearable Lightness of Being
For seven years I lived in Backbay, a neighborhood of Newport Beach that's well known to most people who live around there. I lived alone in a comfortable two bedroom apartment across the street from the bay where the ocean breezes blew up from the bay and into my bedroom window and then out through the living room window; my reality every day of the year. It was there that I enjoyed a level of contentment and independence that I'd never known before. I think part of the happiness and lightness of that period was being so alone that there was no one to weigh in on anything I wanted to do. I did what I wanted to do whenever I wanted to do it. There was a simplicity to it even though there was always a lot of loneliness lurking in the periphery. The simplicity of doing whatever I wanted to do came with a new sense of responsibility though; if I didn't take the trash out it didn't get taken out. If I didn't pay the utility bills they didn't get paid and trouble followed.
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